Sunday, March 28, 2010

My Extra Ordinary Guy

I watch you on stage grabe ana mn diay ka daghan mag shout sa imo name..and most of them are gurls.. hays unsaon nimo ka pansin sa ako in the first place i am just an ordinary gurl hanging in the corner making myself comfortable sa place.. kakapoy ba ma inlove sa imo na all along i know dili ma ako hays.. my heart bleeds while everyone cheering and calling your name... someone like you is not the type of guy na mag dare og lingi sa ako side :( and i thought the night i met you is the most beautiful day happen in my life. but then now i hate that night kay na inlove ko the moment we met..geeee why are you doing this to me?? wala gani ka gi buhat mas sakit jud.. gosh as in everyone loves your voice and they are so soooo happy in your performance but then that was the time i absorb the an internalize you are larger than life. but then after sa performance nimo gi lingaw na lang ko ako self..mau na ila ingon more beer hahaha..beer and beer.. so medyo tipsy and need to visit the washroom so need so ne gate crash n pud ko sa building ninyo so naka sulod og naka gamit hehe but i was so shocked seeing you in the mirror reflection :( you were there staring at me.. and the moment we go out you are standing next to men's room geee unsa pasabot nimo? wala ko balo..tapos pag gawas namo naa pud ka didto nag smile..hey my heart skip jud pero wala ko sabot why buhat mana nimo? untawon ayaw ko pa kiliga intawon dara kay nag wala na ako heart beat as in to the highest level daun after ana wala daun ka samok ba kaayo nimo oi unsa man ka.. still i dont know my heart bleeds in the same time my heart rejoice hahaha ambot maka buang ne nga sitwasyon...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

A night with you

that was a single night with you. a little chit chat and a simple get to know you. after that night i don't no longer hear from you even a single text from you. i still love the idea to know you more coz i know right from the start, know you are special and you have a place in my heart. but then again you are no where to be found, so i delete you from my list even delete your number in me phone. but still and over again you cross in my path and say hi. i wish i was drunk that night so after i will no longer think about you. i really do not understand why your still here in my heart and mind. when you are not capable of loving me back. I never know why i am feeling like this. when all i can think is you. darnnn hate to fall for you like this and hate to have this feeling inside. is it love or i am just hopeless romantic? i dunno and i dunno how to put into words what i feel for you. silly of me to feel like this. but i really love your smile.. it completes me and brighten up my gloomy day :( still i really dunno what to do with you my Marvelous. :D